yay, i am so happy that it is the anniversary of tsff…… i have something up by sleeve for the event.. but will stay tuned for it.

all i want to do is simply dance like theres no tommorow

i have been so busy… like with school that i completely forget to post… my bad. well new things that happened to me.. well

1.) i got the new jonas brothers cd- a little bit longer, which i love.. it’s a great cd..

2.) i got a laptop. it doesn’t have internet connection yet, so will soon eventually.

3.) need to get demi lovato’s cd

4.) kahit isang saglit, is amazing teleseyre….

and also i have been watching this asiannovela called “kahit isang saglit” which stars Jericho [echo] rosales and Carmen soo.. it’s a really good one.. i am going to try to do mini blogs while episodes have been airing.. i love it.. well what else is new with me.. hmmm i am just living my life to the fullest.

sorry for lack of updating, i will try to update as much as possible.. happy october..

Sorry I haven’t been blogging recently, been busy with school stuff. be back on it soon! I am slowly fixing my computer at home.

my computer crashed on me today and i had to do a full system recovery and now i have to put back everything including the internet security. please someone help me.

I am a huge Jonas Brothers fan and I’m telling you when I got the album for my birthday in which I didn’t get the bonus songs I just got the original Cd. I’m telling you I was so stoked when I got it.. I got to listen to all the songs, and I’m telling you it’s the greatest CD ever!! it’s my first jonas brothers cd i’ve ever gotten i’ve listened to all there other songs and have been a fan ever since.. So here are my favorite songs out of the 12 songs.

BB good, Burnin Up, Shelf, Lovebug, Tonight, Pushin me away, Video Girl, and a little bit longer. I also love all the songs on both bonus songs from target/walmart. Which is all good!! Well since the album already made #1 on the music charts, it’s a number one in my book.. Also the special downloads [wallpapers]/Pictures  and videos awesome very crisp too!!! Also it came with lyrics to all the songs, which are in full detail and colorful!

-rochelle.

well, as I woke up early today and thinking about how my day is going on so far, I’m just going to say really that it has been a typical boring day. well i did get to talk with my grandma today, asking me how my day is so far and if i get the chance to buy a laptop yet, which i haven’t yet.. but what really is a bit sad is that i possibly might not get internet hooked up to it yet.. Well I can wait, or if i get a job or something i can just do is get like a PC card, which i’ll do is put a contract on [if i am really going to think that way, yet.. who knows maybe i'll be able to get internet connection hooked up on it.. but i'll be fine with a laptop and a normal desktop where i have internet for now] and then i would be able to get internet from there, who knows really.. maybe. will see one of these days.. but right now i’m just trying to think of what will be a cool thing to do today. Well i have been watching filippino tele-novelas. [sp?] and i think i’m really getting amazed with them. Like I watched: My Girl, Dyosa, That’s My Doc, IIsa Pa Lamang and I’m really liking it, and also some other game shows like WowWowWee.. which is all good!! I’m really fascinated about my culture and such, and I have been reading Entertainment Weekly mag and I saw some of my favorite american tv shows coming back like: Samantha Who, Dancing With the Stars, 90210 [newly updated one], CSI, Gossip Girl, How I met your mother, Heroes, and some others! I’m glad there coming back! I also read some interesting articles about some of the new shows and also new seasons going on and saw some cool pictures too! I also have been preparing for the first annual TSFF awards!!! Which is a big thing which will be the 1st anniversary of TSFF opening and also get to see who wins the nominations! Well I alongside my fellow TSFF fan artist are going to be designing the awards that are to be given out via-internet [of course] and so stoked about that.. I’ve also been going to school. Trying to look for a job, [possibly working at either peets coffee @ my school part time, either register people to vote part time, target or walmart, somewhere in the mall] I also have to do is learn how to drive [which i am definitely going to go do either sometime during the school year or this winter so i don't have to rely on my brother as much when he transfers out of jr. college so i can be able to transport myself and get to help out with family/friends too!]  which I’ll hopefully will be able to accomplish really soon which I am indeed stoked about. I have been talking to my fellow AIM chatters [my tsff girls] Jaqui, Elise, Alexa, Holly, and Sophie. [with many other people who I get to meet along the way which is very exciting] I also got to simply be able to relax, but what really is bothersome is that I have so much HW to do along the way! Which is very tiresome, which consists of ENGLISH, HUMANITIES, and ITALIAN.. [Oh yes, coming from the lil filippino girl, I am taking Italian classes which I am enjoying because my professor is so hilarious!! which i take his class everymorning at exactly 9:30 pm [PST from Monday thru Thursday] and then my Humanities Class which is alright, very bit boring at a sense, but it’s all right for now.. English My teacher she is very CRAZY!!! like you don’t know if she really is in a good mood or just being extremely crazy or psycho [haha most of my friends who i tell about my english teacher know i always say she is indeed crazy/psycho] Like everything for my second year at college is alright for now.. But I know I always have to be up-to-date with my studies which is totally true, and I also have to finish out the requirements so i can totally transfer out of jr. college and into the college i really want to go to next. I have decided somewhat that i want to become a special education teacher and be able to help those who had to deal with learning disabilities just like me. I think it’s my turn to show and to tell kids who have them that I knew what they had to go through, I was there.. To make sure that they are totally not alone! I also have been thinking a lot about is myself. Like sometimes people who don’t seem to think about themselves and what they really want to accomplish this time along. Like sometimes I’m always made fun of for not being the skinny person in which I’m more on the plus-size which is all good for me. I’m thinking that I should do to take better control of myself is to go on jenny craig. I see many of my favorite celebs like: Sabrina Bryan, Missy Elliott, and Queen Latifah doing it, I think it’s my time to do it.. I’m not going to overdue it to the point i’m really skinny, I just wanna be at a more healthier weight. Which I will start doing now.. I see my brother going out to the gym and making himself feel better. I wish I can have a gym membership like he has but it is really too expensive, if I have a job maybe I’ll do it.. But right now it’s always a dream. I see many commericals about excersizing equipment [bow flex, crunchless abs, dancing excersizes] which are all good maybe one of these days I’ll get one of those and will really work myself out. Like my mom has this one thing when it comes with a ballet bar, she just has it stored in her room. I only seen her workout on it atleast twice then stop. It folds up for storage, I think it’s because one of the wheels whatever it is was defective when shipped to us.. well maybe i’ll take it out and take a stab at it, when my parents aren’t home. Well who knows.  Well I remembered a long time ago when my acne was really bad just as bad as my brothers [which his is still bad, but not too bad] I remember my grandma and when my grandpa was still alive [i miss you] well they told my brother and I that they will take us to the philippines and go for a treatment with dr. vicky bello who is the celebrities back in the philippines best friend. I don’t remember if it was dr. vicky bello just a guess, to get our faces cleared and also to think about some stuff… I don’t know why I remembered it right now. It seemed really interesting to think about for now. i also thought about all the stories that my grandma would tell me and some of the pictures like when I was a tot and i had missing teeth and i was wearing a white shirt and my diaper while my grandma [who has dentures and took them out] and i were eatting corn on the cob.. I miss those days. Like recently when my parents were away on an outing, and there were 2 cobs of corn in the fridge in which my grandma reheated both of them. I simply thought about my precious childhood.. Which I really did enjoy and glad I got to re-live them again. I also got to think about a lot of things when it came to my childhood memories in which at times would be semi-tearful.. Well moving on, I am so excited tomorrow for the MTV Video Music Awards which will be on 9/8c and the host will be Russell Brand I don’t know who the guy is but he is really funny in the commericals that have been airing. Also my favorite performers/celebs will be there like: Jonas Brothers, Lil Wayne, kid rock, LL cool J, miley cyrus, taylor swift, jordin sparks, jaime foxx, kayne west, chris brown, katy perry, chace crawford, Michael Phelps, kobe bryant, shia leboeuf, Lindsay Lohan, Scarlett Johansson, Ciara, Zac Efron, Vanessa Hudgens, Ashley Tisdale, Corbin Bleu and many more.. I was just on the mtv website and haha bow wow lost to the game in a madden match.. HAHA. lol jk! well i’m super stoked for the VMA’s and I have definitely wrote a lot.. look at the time it’s 3:04 pm pst.. I wrote a lot. I’m done rambling for the day..

wow, today has been a pretty interesting day.. like from an earthquake to just simply talking to my fellow TSFF girlies on AIM! which is so Cool!!! Well your probably wondering what TSFF is. Well it means: TEAM SABRINA FAN FORUM, a safe-haven for sabrina bryan fans and dancing with the stars, and I really love the forum because I got to meet so many people who are fans of sabrina just like me… I also got to express my talent with Fan Art and such! I also was able to chat with people on our daily AIM chats.. With my new friends: Jaqui, Elise, Holly, and Alexa; some other people who I meet along the way.. Which is actually pretty cool. I also got to meet people who live closeby to where I am at, and maybe one of these days will get a chance to meet.

You wanna know something, I’m actually enjoying it.. well some people think that what is the point of talking to other people on a FAN FORUM. well since it’s one of my safe-havens, none of my friends really seem to understand. Like most of my friends think that I am just wasting my time talking to other people who love Sabrina Bryan and Dancing With the Stars. Well I don’t listen to my friends when it comes to that, since they don’t understand me when it comes to me being on this Fan Forum I let them joke and ridicule me all they want, I wouldn’t care. I will always have MY TSFF friends [girlies] who will actually care, listen, and of course UNDERSTAND how my addicting obession to the forum is about..

-rochelle.

wow, I just experienced one quick earthquake tonight. it was crazy too!! like i was just answering some questions on here and also talking to my friend from argentina [jaqui] [who btw, rocks, and is also gorgeous, hahahaha lol! ] on AIM when all of a sudden i can feel the room shake. I was like, no way this is indeed an earthquake. I was kind-of scared at first hoping that it wouldn’t be a really big earthquake that the walls would begin to crack and a lot of the plants that i have in my house will start to tumble. but it wasn’t that bad. which was a good thing. it was like a really short one at least 5 seconds tops. which is like woah there… but i’m fine, my dad called me hoping that everything is alright and in which if i felt it and i told him i did.

-rochelle

Maybe this was meant to be
Maybe now it should be me
Been dreamin’ of this forever

But I’m feelin’ so confused…Yeah
It’s hard to see what’s right
Between you and I
And I don’t know what to do

Oh we’d stay together always is the promise we made
But suddenly it’s not so clear
And I’m being pulled both ways

And it’s ripping my heart, tearin’ me apart
It’s impossible to choose
What if I don’t try
What if I do
Everything that I’ve dreamed right in front of me
If I win what would I lose
How could I learn to live wondering…What If?

Things would never be the same, oh no
Maybe that’s the price of fame
Been waitin’ for this forever

It’s close enough for me to touch
But if I don’t go for it, I might always regret
But is it worth us breaking up

Oh we’d stay together always is the promise we made
But suddenly it’s not so clear
And I don’t know what to say

And it’s ripping my heart, tearin’ me apart
It’s impossible to choose
What if I don’t try
What if I do
Everything that I’ve dreamed right in front of me
If I win what would I lose
How could I learn to live wondering…What If?

What If I would have tried
I could shine, even fly
I don’t wanna realize after it’s too late
And see it all pass me by

If I do, if I don’t
Will I ever really know
What the future could hold before it slips away
Could be the chance of a lifetime

And it’s ripping my heart, tearin’ me apart
It’s impossible to choose
What if I don’t try
What if I do
Everything that I’ve dreamed right in front of me
If I win what would I lose
How could I learn to live wondering…What If?

I never want to say…What if?