Typical Ramblings for the Day

well, as I woke up early today and thinking about how my day is going on so far, I’m just going to say really that it has been a typical boring day. well i did get to talk with my grandma today, asking me how my day is so far and if i get the chance to buy a laptop yet, which i haven’t yet.. but what really is a bit sad is that i possibly might not get internet hooked up to it yet.. Well I can wait, or if i get a job or something i can just do is get like a PC card, which i’ll do is put a contract on [if i am really going to think that way, yet.. who knows maybe i'll be able to get internet connection hooked up on it.. but i'll be fine with a laptop and a normal desktop where i have internet for now] and then i would be able to get internet from there, who knows really.. maybe. will see one of these days.. but right now i’m just trying to think of what will be a cool thing to do today. Well i have been watching filippino tele-novelas. [sp?] and i think i’m really getting amazed with them. Like I watched: My Girl, Dyosa, That’s My Doc, IIsa Pa Lamang and I’m really liking it, and also some other game shows like WowWowWee.. which is all good!! I’m really fascinated about my culture and such, and I have been reading Entertainment Weekly mag and I saw some of my favorite american tv shows coming back like: Samantha Who, Dancing With the Stars, 90210 [newly updated one], CSI, Gossip Girl, How I met your mother, Heroes, and some others! I’m glad there coming back! I also read some interesting articles about some of the new shows and also new seasons going on and saw some cool pictures too! I also have been preparing for the first annual TSFF awards!!! Which is a big thing which will be the 1st anniversary of TSFF opening and also get to see who wins the nominations! Well I alongside my fellow TSFF fan artist are going to be designing the awards that are to be given out via-internet [of course] and so stoked about that.. I’ve also been going to school. Trying to look for a job, [possibly working at either peets coffee @ my school part time, either register people to vote part time, target or walmart, somewhere in the mall] I also have to do is learn how to drive [which i am definitely going to go do either sometime during the school year or this winter so i don't have to rely on my brother as much when he transfers out of jr. college so i can be able to transport myself and get to help out with family/friends too!]  which I’ll hopefully will be able to accomplish really soon which I am indeed stoked about. I have been talking to my fellow AIM chatters [my tsff girls] Jaqui, Elise, Alexa, Holly, and Sophie. [with many other people who I get to meet along the way which is very exciting] I also got to simply be able to relax, but what really is bothersome is that I have so much HW to do along the way! Which is very tiresome, which consists of ENGLISH, HUMANITIES, and ITALIAN.. [Oh yes, coming from the lil filippino girl, I am taking Italian classes which I am enjoying because my professor is so hilarious!! which i take his class everymorning at exactly 9:30 pm [PST from Monday thru Thursday] and then my Humanities Class which is alright, very bit boring at a sense, but it’s all right for now.. English My teacher she is very CRAZY!!! like you don’t know if she really is in a good mood or just being extremely crazy or psycho [haha most of my friends who i tell about my english teacher know i always say she is indeed crazy/psycho] Like everything for my second year at college is alright for now.. But I know I always have to be up-to-date with my studies which is totally true, and I also have to finish out the requirements so i can totally transfer out of jr. college and into the college i really want to go to next. I have decided somewhat that i want to become a special education teacher and be able to help those who had to deal with learning disabilities just like me. I think it’s my turn to show and to tell kids who have them that I knew what they had to go through, I was there.. To make sure that they are totally not alone! I also have been thinking a lot about is myself. Like sometimes people who don’t seem to think about themselves and what they really want to accomplish this time along. Like sometimes I’m always made fun of for not being the skinny person in which I’m more on the plus-size which is all good for me. I’m thinking that I should do to take better control of myself is to go on jenny craig. I see many of my favorite celebs like: Sabrina Bryan, Missy Elliott, and Queen Latifah doing it, I think it’s my time to do it.. I’m not going to overdue it to the point i’m really skinny, I just wanna be at a more healthier weight. Which I will start doing now.. I see my brother going out to the gym and making himself feel better. I wish I can have a gym membership like he has but it is really too expensive, if I have a job maybe I’ll do it.. But right now it’s always a dream. I see many commericals about excersizing equipment [bow flex, crunchless abs, dancing excersizes] which are all good maybe one of these days I’ll get one of those and will really work myself out. Like my mom has this one thing when it comes with a ballet bar, she just has it stored in her room. I only seen her workout on it atleast twice then stop. It folds up for storage, I think it’s because one of the wheels whatever it is was defective when shipped to us.. well maybe i’ll take it out and take a stab at it, when my parents aren’t home. Well who knows.  Well I remembered a long time ago when my acne was really bad just as bad as my brothers [which his is still bad, but not too bad] I remember my grandma and when my grandpa was still alive [i miss you] well they told my brother and I that they will take us to the philippines and go for a treatment with dr. vicky bello who is the celebrities back in the philippines best friend. I don’t remember if it was dr. vicky bello just a guess, to get our faces cleared and also to think about some stuff… I don’t know why I remembered it right now. It seemed really interesting to think about for now. i also thought about all the stories that my grandma would tell me and some of the pictures like when I was a tot and i had missing teeth and i was wearing a white shirt and my diaper while my grandma [who has dentures and took them out] and i were eatting corn on the cob.. I miss those days. Like recently when my parents were away on an outing, and there were 2 cobs of corn in the fridge in which my grandma reheated both of them. I simply thought about my precious childhood.. Which I really did enjoy and glad I got to re-live them again. I also got to think about a lot of things when it came to my childhood memories in which at times would be semi-tearful.. Well moving on, I am so excited tomorrow for the MTV Video Music Awards which will be on 9/8c and the host will be Russell Brand I don’t know who the guy is but he is really funny in the commericals that have been airing. Also my favorite performers/celebs will be there like: Jonas Brothers, Lil Wayne, kid rock, LL cool J, miley cyrus, taylor swift, jordin sparks, jaime foxx, kayne west, chris brown, katy perry, chace crawford, Michael Phelps, kobe bryant, shia leboeuf, Lindsay Lohan, Scarlett Johansson, Ciara, Zac Efron, Vanessa Hudgens, Ashley Tisdale, Corbin Bleu and many more.. I was just on the mtv website and haha bow wow lost to the game in a madden match.. HAHA. lol jk! well i’m super stoked for the VMA’s and I have definitely wrote a lot.. look at the time it’s 3:04 pm pst.. I wrote a lot. I’m done rambling for the day..

What If

Maybe this was meant to be
Maybe now it should be me
Been dreamin’ of this forever

But I’m feelin’ so confused…Yeah
It’s hard to see what’s right
Between you and I
And I don’t know what to do

Oh we’d stay together always is the promise we made
But suddenly it’s not so clear
And I’m being pulled both ways

And it’s ripping my heart, tearin’ me apart
It’s impossible to choose
What if I don’t try
What if I do
Everything that I’ve dreamed right in front of me
If I win what would I lose
How could I learn to live wondering…What If?

Things would never be the same, oh no
Maybe that’s the price of fame
Been waitin’ for this forever

It’s close enough for me to touch
But if I don’t go for it, I might always regret
But is it worth us breaking up

Oh we’d stay together always is the promise we made
But suddenly it’s not so clear
And I don’t know what to say

And it’s ripping my heart, tearin’ me apart
It’s impossible to choose
What if I don’t try
What if I do
Everything that I’ve dreamed right in front of me
If I win what would I lose
How could I learn to live wondering…What If?

What If I would have tried
I could shine, even fly
I don’t wanna realize after it’s too late
And see it all pass me by

If I do, if I don’t
Will I ever really know
What the future could hold before it slips away
Could be the chance of a lifetime

And it’s ripping my heart, tearin’ me apart
It’s impossible to choose
What if I don’t try
What if I do
Everything that I’ve dreamed right in front of me
If I win what would I lose
How could I learn to live wondering…What If?

I never want to say…What if?

Cheetah Girls One World Review.. [mine]

well, after reading tons of reviews from the professional movie reviewers, it’s my turn! well I actually watched the movie atleast 3 times.. I liked it.. It was a little bit short, but I really seemed to like the movie. It starts out with Dorinda [Sabrina Bryan], Chanel [Adrienne Bailon], and Aqua [Kiely Willams] and it’s summer time and they are auditioning in order to get into the spotlight. When they gone through tons of auditions and not able to get somewhere, they end up auditioning for a bollywood movie in India. “Namaste Bombay” remake. They audition for the Director Vikram [Micheal Steger] and he chooses all three of them to go to India to star in the movie. But there is a catch, they [dorinda, chanel, and aqua] [galleria, went off to college] have to audition against each other for the one role! Well there is a bunch of drama, romance, and getting along! I really liked it. Some of the songs I loved from the movie were: I’m the One, What If, and one world. Many of the fans got a chance to vote in which would be in the movie [just like what they did for high school musical 2] and some of the things [spoiler] Jonas brothers poster [yummm, lol] hot sauce, who gets to bring 5 pairs of shoes, which of the characters piece of clothing [pretty much hints, to those who didn't watch it yet] well when reading through what the grades the typical press think about the movie.. I think some are nice and others are simply mean!! my grade is indeed a: A+ but I totally wished the movie was a bit longer though!! It was cool seeing a different places they went to in India. If you are one of those cheetah girl fans! I say go and watch it!!!